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The sound of silence can be so
fucking loud;
daunting and riddled with
anxiety.
How would I actually describe the sound
of the voices in my head
when it's perceived as regular activity?
Are they just thoughts perceived as voices?
Or are they voices masking themselves as thoughts?
Perception against perception
No wrong answers, just answers,
even if they are formed into questions.
There is no insanity.
There is no crazy.
There is just this
and what I choose to do with it.
There is here.
There is now.
And even that can be misleading.
What I think, what I feel, and what I see
is not who I am,
or what is actual. 
Nothing remains as it is.
Everything is in constant movement
constantly changing
never standing still
even when I think it is
feel like it is
or see that it is;
It is not what it claims to be.
No matter what IT is.